Putting my anxiety toward being unemployed in, now, 37 days, and what it means to turn back to a resume ("CV") and present a life through that lens. Each past job a different filter on who I am, and, in turn, the filter affecting who I would subsequently become. All-in-all, a distasteful process from beginning to end, and it leaves me feeling kind of shredded. I grow increasingly fragmented and shadowy, until, at the end, I am a collapsed gridwork of approximated humanity. Feeling my age, and not at all confident.
Putting my anxiety toward being unemployed in, now, 37 days, and what it means to turn back to a resume ("CV") and present a life through that lens. Each past job a different filter on who I am, and, in turn, the filter affecting who I would subsequently become. All-in-all, a distasteful process from beginning to end, and it leaves me feeling kind of shredded. I grow increasingly fragmented and shadowy, until, at the end, I am a collapsed gridwork of approximated humanity. Feeling my age, and not at all confident.
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